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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
20th Oct 2009
Today we all woke up at ard 7plus by the noise outside our room which was make by the forever uncle clyde...haha it was not the time we estimated to wake up but we woke up... quite tired as i din really sleep well yest nite... but still quite alright i guess cause at least i slept...
Wash up and get change and off we go to have our breakfast at 7-11... today is the 1st time we eat breakfast at there so still quite alright... I had a fan tuan and it was quite nice...after some eating and chatting we went to the office and off we go for the 1st day work
We actually did nothing much today as most of the time is talking and asking question except for the morning when we have a round of introduction and later on we also went to their challenge course and campsite to take a look...it was so dame high...compare to ALC its really different... not really in the activities but the height... we were imagining that it will be dame scary to stand on the pamper pole and giant swing...
So back to the office we had lunch which just look like mini buffet with mix veg rice dishes and so the food is all acceptable by us... same same la..haha after that we had more information of OBT and their activities and some of our job scope (even thought till now we still dun noe what we will be doing). Everything is still quite raw and so we only chat with some ppl more and some less...hopefully we will be some help as now there is nth much we can do but to listen and absorb as much as possible...
Today we got to noe a bad and good news from OBT itself which is breakfast and dinner is on our own when what was told to us is that all three meals is by them... some aids is the good news and also the solution which is we will e receiving some allowance from them every month and some places that sell food ard our office we can have offer price... i guess that is helpful enough as there is nth much we can do also...
We also had our own desk and so after moving our stuff we went off work at ard 4 (when the work log sheet wrote 530pm...haha we first went to try find the super market that da mao told us but we can’t so we went back hostel and get change and put down stuff and off we go to 7-11 to have our 2nd day dinner... mindset will be same dinner for everyday will die???haha
Went online to call mum and JJ for a while and off we go to some town area by walking a 15min walk from hostel to the bus stop.. have a nice chat with the sausage seller and board the bus and went off... some interesting happen but i’m tired already so lights out for me le...
Oh ya... i ate ji pa already.... so different..haha
19th Oct 2009 – 0033hrs (201009)
Today I woke up at 7plus and start doing my work. Mind was thinking ‘oh shit, today flying off but i still have so many undone things’. So with that i start to pack and also online to chat and do some work esp abt doal shirt where i have to pass it to azim to take over...
Then at ard 10 plus my family (except father who is already at work) woke up and started to prepare to go over to the airport with me... when they are almost done I’m still packing and not even change and shower so at this point its kan chiong and lost... mind was thinking ‘what did i not bring, what did i bring extra’...
Went out with hse with one big bad and one smaller bag and a pouch... look quite alot huh...took a cab and reach the airport quite fast... saw khai and later on james, suat ting, clyde, nisa, azim, denial and more family and friends from the four of us...after bobby reach we check in and i still blur thinking that we need to wait for khai mun to get some passes or what...
Mine and Clyde bag weight 18kg plus and ting and bobby is lighter by a few kg... wow quite a big different huh...haha after that went to eat and KM came then follows by fang and bro... Had a chat all ard almost everywhere and everything seem to be quite rush as time is running...
After that was going in soon and before going in we still make a joke which is going in the wrong gate and the correct gate is just beside...haha had good bye with JJ for very shirt while then left to say bye and take photos... i guess this part is the sad part as some cry and it just make me sad and thinking if we are really leaving till next year then be back... i miss my family seriously.. The lively crazy freak...and i miss all my friends who always supported me in all ways...
After we went in it was quite a straight walk to our belt and when checking hand baggage ting scissors kana confiscated... went up the plane and ting bobby and Clyde is sitting one side and I’m another side with 2 empty seats beside and once we confirm no body sitting Clyde join me in the bigger space... bye bye... we are really flying off already...
On plane we eat, talk, take photos, drink, read, listen to music and of course sleep... and after 4hours and 25min plane we finally reach tao yuan airport and funny things is that because we din fill in where we stay so there is a small problem at the counter in the end the part was fill with tao yuan hotel..haha
Went out and collect our check in baggage and off we go to find ppl holding on to OBT republic poly... a taxi driver name Mr Ong fetch us and drove us to where we staying... oh ya by this time prepaid card is brought under my name as I’m the only 20 year old (their legal age)...
On the car we were chatting and talking abt all sorts of things esp bobby who are more interested in boobs and butts...haha we also talk to Mr Ong and ask quite a number of question.... after 35min we reach and at the counter Ben came and fetch us and we went to the office to take a tour and at this time bobby found that his phone when missing and till now still couldn’t find...
We had dinner from the 7-11 store some bento set and drinks and eat at their office before they take us to where we stay... very quickly we finish our food and started walking to where we gg to stay... quite a long short walk with my biggest bag on my shoulder supported by my hand as its inside the big duffle bag and i din take out to carry on both shoulder... luckily i manage to carry all the way... it was tiring and heavy....
Reach the place it was not as good as we were expecting but still overall everything still quite fine and we girls are on 2nd storey while the guys are 3rd storey... had music unpacking shower chit chat and etc and finally it’s time for bed... tml we will be reporting slightly later than others at 0900hrs and waking up at 7 plus... good nite all my love ones...
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Tuesday, October 06, 2009
I guess Taiwan trip is confirmed already? 19th October, the wah so fast feeling is not that much anymore ba cause we suppose to be there long long time before today... but good and bad staying in Singapore while waiting for all admin to be settle ba...
Now the next big problem is the camp ba... I know that our flight is just 3days after the camp but still the urge to join is strong and i believe we can tahan it... not trying to be ‘I is strong’ but just wish that the DOALs can have a camp tgt and that is another memories to be created... Mt K is already a sad thing because we just miss it out due to.... hmm hmm hmm... then now the camp? I can’t really decide now actually... part of me wanted so much to go for the camp and enjoy as much, part of me want to stay at home and conquer the whole hse with only me at home for the whole week... I guess more thinking come in ba...
Next sad thing is SAFRA adventure race 2010... it so going to be my last youth race as i will be 21st soon... but guess what... I wun be able to make it as I will only be back on jan 25th and the race is 24th... is really sad cause tot that i will be really just in time with a week or 2 week rest and training before the race and now i’m so gg to completely miss it... isn’t it sad... I noe there is still more SAFRA adventure coming up but it’s the last youth and i still hoping that youth 1st still belong to SBSO Awesome Republic but i guess it’s gone ba...
I guess in life there is really alot of give and take ba... alot of experience that one can have but there are alot of things that we need to give up in order to achieve...I wish to I wish to... there are so many I wish to but how many i can put a nice full stop I also dun noe... Whatever is it a Jia you ba...
PEAKS course was rather meaningful ESP LengEr part where alot of interesting ideas and question were use to explain every parts of the test... I guess people are just so smart to create this kind of few hundred questions to understand ourselves... JJ you should try the test cause there got a career area where will state what aspect you are suitable to be in but too bad you not RP students if not you can log in and do...haha
After the course was briefing about this coming sat event and also OBT and OBHK explaining session... and of course lunch together with Taiwan ppl... of course our main topic is Taiwan attachment and also the pre IIP camp... surprising that I’m having lunch in RP... but tot that i will not have much chance to eat E1 western food soon so I eat lor..haha
Currently in my secret nice quite cosy place in RP library again with ST at my back and Clyde beside ST... Waiting for AR training to start and so we are waiting... but still alright lappy is here means will have things to entertaining ourselves...
Quad is coming but i have not skate much... die die... I guess i really need to go skate to get use of some distance 1st ba... hopefully i dun drag the whole team down too far ba...
That’s all for now first de...
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Monday, October 05, 2009
Okay, finally starting to blog already cause I finally modify finish this new skin...
Currently in school and have been:
- Updating the DOAL shirt list because more changes and updating came today
- Modifying the new blog skin that i just change (as usual i will modify till my liking or tired)
- Chatting on MSN as people are chatting with me and entertaining each others
- Chatting with Azim (who is still beside me), Clyde (who just left cause he finally think he is bored after gaying alot with Azim), Nisa and Ting Ting (left quite awhile already)
- Checking mails for updates of RP news and DOAL shirt
Actually i wanted to blog a few days back when I’m looking at my calendar and found this few dates:
- 7 September 2009
- 14 September 2009
- 28 September 2009
These dates is a roller coaster feelings dates... those who know are smart, those who dun noe its okay as it is not important anymore...haha
Oh ya...using my new mouse already... haha so far not that bad i think..haha
Today briefing cum meeting is mainly telling us abt the camp so that we can be preparing for it. So this means that we have some homework to do before next week come... have always tot that it will be quite sad cause we (Taiwan ppl) will be leaving earlier and wun be able to attend this camp but look like nth to be sad cause we are still attending this camp... half half looking forward ba...
Now blog till here 1st ba... gg for training soon...finally can motivate myself to train le...
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Friday, September 25, 2009
Seems like things are not going very well actually... family, Taiwan and more...
Daddy body is aching again... yest help him with some massage and think that seriously he is getting older and same problem is coming back... it’s been long since I help daddy in the massage and its really tiring but looking at the way he walk and talk worried us... he is always fun loving and naggy dad that is acting crazy with us... always will be...hope the aching go away soon...
Today er jie did the massage... it was quite long (I think)... I was helping mum in the sticking of some papers by very bo liao designer... but it’s a home extras so just do lor... sometimes also dun want to see parents work till so late and so hard while sometimes just tired to help.. But whatever it is... help as much as possible ba....
Taiwan attachment postpone again... I guess is not sad but Sian ba... dun wan to say anything much but hopefully we can at least noe a date so that we can plan things as hoping one day after another is hard... nvm,....
Another thing I would say is abt the DOAL shirt... wat a failure sia... thinking that things can be settle long time ago but now it’s not... how long more will it drag? I really dun noe...
This few weeks has been rather happy a.. ppl ard me like family friends special ppl new friends old darling and friends are always ard and meeting cause of the always farewell or last dinner b4 departure... I can say I’m leading quite a free (but not that) life with no sch work, outside work that tie me down...I guess everything also will have a time to put down and not turning up for too many event can be good ba.... but I m really worry but there is nobody that is indispensable in this world so it’s time to let go...
Event like quad and some famous runs and even ALPS or DOAL or AR trips are coming but yet there is nth I can do as I won’t be able to join any at all.... but I guess some times in order to gain sth you have to let go of sth...
Okay now is already am already i think I better go have my slp already... tml will be a long day too... TC... oh ya yest climb and today row is wonderful but there is so little we can do which is quite sad and I dun noe when is the next time I’m able to enjoy as much again....
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Okay complains are coming in already so I will really blog now...haha
Currently is half watch a HK show DVD and blogging so I guess this entry will take quite a while to finish cause the concentration is all on DVD more...haha
This few weeks is not say very busy but every day is a sure got things to do but I guess that is not so good as flight is almost confirm and still things are not settle... especially school stuff... I guess is not dun wan to put down but it’s can’t for now ba... but soon....
I guess flight should be confirm already ba...28th sept 2009 to 4th Jan 2010, it’s really a 16 week long IIP... with the thought that IIP will end in dec, I really think we will have a much shorter IIP but still the same...
Leaving Singapore for so long is not really a good things especially leaving family and all people around...
This few days I have try to pei whoever I should be with and go out with friends whenever I can...I have very happy time seriously.. It’s good... going places that I have never been, sitting bus ride, eating and drinking and etc...
For family side it’s the same... especially when da jie is around and not flying... the whole family will be tgt where dad will nag mum will laugh and being laugh and both sister will be ‘shouting around’, playing around... I guess I will have to give that a miss for quite awhile le ba... plus I’m so gg to miss the Dubai and Egypt trip that my family is gg but without me...sobs sobs...
A few more days to departure already... I will miss a lot of things but I believe attachment will be really a good experience and I’m really looking forward to it as there should have more then what we can think of to learn...
Miss Miss... shall start blogging now 1st... Sleeping soon already... good nite and morning...
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
Have been rather busy and lazy about doing things and yet everyday is so.... hmmm... i guess got to plan more...
because fail to plan plan to fail... as usual...
i just hope i can enjoy every moment before i miss everything for around 4 month....
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Friday, August 14, 2009
Tuesday:
What a long long long day again…today is darling fang bdae….. HAPPY 20th BDAE!!!!
Woke up in the morning and went straight to hougang to get some stuff for baking and the picnic later on… today time is tight as I might go down to NP to fetch darling (but I din)… went back home and took around 2 hours to prepare everything when I actually only plan 1 hour… poor planning… but luckily the result for both the cake and sandwich is not that bad…
its written: HAPPY BDAE CLAUDIA MA HUIFANG
Because the time is already running late and so I din make it to NP so I meet them straight at marina bay… back to barrage and at the same area… its sunny and windy and hungry…haha settle down and started chatting and eating… I would say although we saw lots of weird ppl but still it’s a nice place to chat… but nite time still the best I guess…haha
Left the place with some funny jokes and off we go to orchard to shop around then off to k-box at around 7 plus… zhen din join is so she went off first… around 10 hours was spend inside k box with just me and fang… sound so crazy and yes it is the first long hours k for both of us… sleepy hungry and soreness..haha
More photos when darling fang decided not to be lazy…haha
Wednesday:
FYP DAY!!!!!!!! OMG, finally its here, a formal and serious day… abit of rush here and there a bit of confusion and a lot of nervousness and now its finally over… details shall not be posted as its all over… no more FYP no more cock session… haha
Thursday:
Finally have a morning to pack… my junk corners at home is really messy… have been out quite often and things have been so pile up… clothes is finally wash and hang… place is finally a bit neater… hopefully before I leave for Taiwan I can done almost all my clearing…
Went out so late and long waiting is cause… so sorry about it but finally you saw the real me who is always late…haha JKJK… went to eat and off to town to shop… bus ride has always been good if you got good company…
Went back to school for training and ice and water is the answer… but in the end the game was not play but basketball was… din want to play basketball as I m kind of sucks at it so went for a run with kai… was chatting and so mainly on Sunday half marathon… so scare that I can’t complete… but hopefully I can ba…
Friday:
Today was at home packing… another big messy place is clear up… all my clothes now nice nice inside already… cool… and finally clear some emails and send continue on the DOAL tee again… now I just going to pray that the shirt will be just in time…
Was told that I seem busy… hmmm I guess so… but I really have been slacking a lot on work that there are still things that are not settled…. But luckily now only left with UT3 and 2 more lessons before school break starts… let’s hope everything goes smooth ba…
Zhen xi shen xia de shi jian… jia you….
Thought abt it… I guess its okay like that ba…
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
WARNING: this is a super long post!!!
was about to post on last last Sunday but haven type finish so it drag to Monday… then when Monday going to finish already power went off without batt so everything gone… so I will see if I can post successfully today then..Haha (actually it’s been very long since I wanted to blog already)
It’s quite a long long long week’s day and end so this post should be quite long ba…haha…
Friday:
After CCM lesson (which I don’t really want to comment on lesson here) had synergy meeting…everything seems to go well in the whole IG where new member are all good to continue in helping the IG… stepping down was mention not by me but surprisingly by Glen… It’s good as what ting ting told me about stepping down and of course I’m thinking too…
Meeting end early and so going down bliss was not that rush… but when I reach home bad news came… dad told me about the bike and I guess its not suitable to cycle anymore so have to rush RJ and so then off I went take bus then walk to bliss… I reached quite fast so was talking to some who were already behind bliss… so we chat touch my head and etc… bliss was overall not that bad today other then naren case…
Went back with Xian and naren and the intension of sending me home is stop by me as I think I can walk home myself so naren send xian home and I went walking alone… this is good as things going round me require some quiet thinking time which I already am always thinking…
Saturday:
Reach home wash up pack up and online… by the time I’m done it’s almost time to move out of house so I only can rest on bus then…overslept for a stop and so was a bit late (5min) when I reach jetty… no one was there and no one pick up my call or reply my msg… that’s weird as I don’t know what else can be done… but luckily Jason called and so I follow the FI in… it was weird but what to do… after reaching campsite it become worst when no one around too… went chance, walk, found then duty… area 3… my NPAP area and saw a few familiar cadet… went kayaking and kana scolded crazy cause I was using a doubles and doing Sudoku… nothing wrong actually cause life saving duty is not that ….hmmm…. after that stay with the rafting grp for 2nd cycle and was told that after that we are off… tot it would be till like evening… went out and took bus tgt and went over to city hall… and went preview…
Its been long since I watch NDP even it is just preview…. Had fun singing along and doing all the things and of course the parade where someone seems not so interested about… haha JKJK… sit there for quite long for the crowd to be gone but got good company so quite alright la…haha
A random thought from someone to eat sakae supper buffet so we did but its seem that I ate more then someone who suppose to eat more… was quite full after that so we tried to go for the last train but no more so we went to take bus… spend quite a long time deciding where to go and etc before gg over to JE mac and ton there…
Sunday:
What a long day today especially the gg home part in the early morning after a breakfast at a nice dim sim shop just pity that the porridge wasn’t ready;( the bus ride home was super munkok… dun wan to talk abt it anymore…
After reach home charge phone den quickly went out to meet naren xian and rena for escape le… seems like the game inside is still the same but I guess its quite new to the rest so we played and played… oh yea… we had ice cream and ji pa (chicken) as lunch… after that finally home to rest…
Monday:
A day of normal school and technical training by ah bang david, abseiling is always nice to me so of course the first volunteer to start off is me… nv abseiling from the rock wall side before so was rather excited… had some fun and learn some things or rather practice some skill so still not that bad…
Tuesday:
Another normal Sian class of elective class… next lesson is planned, no one is coming… good... cause no one interested in the project…
Had AR training with some alps people and also the kayaking gang… not that bad as it was a new game type of training where we run on track… and I guess we found someone that runs fast… real fast.. hidden talent wor… after AR training continue to have a short run with alson on the track… some extra training huh…
Wednesday:
No sch but still in sch…. IIP meeting, place and date is make know... truthfully I think shouldn’t had though abt that first but yes that is the first thing I through about… actually it was quite a few things on mind including 99.9%... quite shock ba… after that ran off to bliss thought that I will be later but apparently I was earlier compare to the late time that I stated…
Thursday:
Went k box with sis, mum and sis bf tag along… quite long din get in touch with Chinese songs and so almost all I can listen but not goes along… hopefully next Tuesday wun be like that too…
After that went off to lavender to make my passport some up and downs and the lonely waiting time making me dosing off… luckily still in time and effort not wasted.. Now only can pray that things will go well when the time is up…
Still had time but phone went dead but still I try my best to help coordinate the collection of star 2 certs and I did after much effort but sometimes I wonder if I should but wat done is done so what to do… din really had a good trip so dun wan to recall anymore…
Friday:
CCM lesson in class… Sian dun like classes to be in class when outdoor can be us but what to do... stay in class and do some program stuff… I guess next lesson will be fun ba… lesson ended early (rare case)
Rush home after lesson so that I can rest but nv really rest but watch tv so yup... after that went to bliss… just when I tot the day gg to end off like that, I have a visitor… haha went home and change and supper at mac and back home again… its just amazing how things work (I mean bike) haha
Saturday:
Reach home and do everything and wait a while more and fall aslp finally… dame tired already so slp was of course good… no much plan other then meeting alson and kai to collect safra half race pack so decided to date parents to town and so I went down to town after the collection…
Went fish and co at glass house to eat... I reached quite early so I decided to wait inside… not that bad sitting inside so did some of my stuff while waiting…had quite a full dinner and a bit of shopping and off we go back home…
Sunday:
Initially was thinking if I should go for the climb and later on decided to go… so off I went to climb Asia with Mel and James and YANNI, Alex join later and Gerri last to join… its been long since I last climb so I guess it was not that bad… route are harder compare to RP one (I think) had 6 blister in total at the end of my climb…
Went off earlier as I need to reach vivo at 5pm… was slightly earlier so ice cream treat is on…haha went around to look for nice stuff but nth much was found so its rather sad…
After dinner and ice cream we went off to barrage… walking there is rather long and hot but what to do when a bus will take longer then walking and shuttle bus only stop at the start and the end…
Barrage was really a nice place... kind of love it as it was cooling and quite quiet (although there are still lots of people around)…. But I guess what was scarily the whole nite was the sudden spraying of water and the very light pink sky and the crazy wind… other then that everything was good I guess, shall not say the details…
Monday:
After the night we went for a breakfast and off we went home… had a short nap/sleep and wake up for breakfast with my parents then slack all day till now…
Just handed up my poster not long… I just hope everything will be alright including the presentation on coming wed… sound scarily huh…
Haiz… I dun noe what I have done for the whole day man… tml will surly be a big rush when nothing is done today... Hopefully everything will be good ba… barrage and k box tml….
There seems to be quite a lot of stuff to be worry about now…. I just hope every thing goes well ba…
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
Okay now even more sian le… rp pool is not open till 4.30… so wat?? I can’t swim till then????? Sad sad sad…. I guess I only can swim after training then… but hopefully everything will end before 8pm so that I got enough time home for the 9pm….haha
Oh ya just now forget to mention one thing… my lappy really cui on me le… now the batt can’t really use le… it will only last for minutes le so die le lor… dun wan to say le…just tot that I can go for a lonely slow run??hmmm yea… maybe I should..
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Its been a while since I blog… currently in school… going for a long swim soon (I think) and its freaking cold over at lib here even with my jacket on…
Finally settle some emails regarding tml synergy meeting (agenda is done too) and also the DOAL shirt… hope the shirt will go smoothly ba… but apparently it doesn’t seems so…haiz
Been through quite some stuff since the last entry ba…. From short hair to shortest hair…. From nothing done on FYP report to report submitted… from confirm to not confirm… from unclear to clear….from more to more…. From round to rounded
Have been bald for one full week already….. lots of comment here and there… I guess in the end I still cares lots but I guess I did sth that is good… had been quite shy walking ard so bare but still I did it… is just that I haven got to meet some outside which I guess will be more shy ba…
FYP has been so far a torture but is also because of myself so can’t blame… but now that report is done… what’s left is poster and Q&A so I guess is still alright ba… finally can put down the biggest stressfully thing…
Some things have been so unstable even from the start of the plan and so I’m not that surprise when things are about to change and I expected it but I really don’t know it will really come true…. 99.9%... at first I still can’t really accept but now I totally accept le… so it’s just timing le ba…
Now that things have been sorted out it can be counted as good? bad? I don’t know but one thing for sure is that when it is clear things will change… maybe for the better…
Okay so now I guess all the race is confirm le ba cause registration is done but m quite worry for quad as I might be off early… but back up plan done so no worries… the rest of the run should be quite alright ba… yellow ribbon, safra half, L&P…. way to go….
I guess I have really not been working out that much huh… have become so much rounded esp when my head is so round…haiz…. Die die die… so fat… minus mark….. work up more and so I’m gg for a long swim like soon… in 10min time… an hour plus swim before AR training start ba… yup yup.. og ya muscle pain sia… from Tuesday strength trainin… bad bad… oh ya action asia were mention… but how to go when things are so not firm?????
Things just not going the rite way as it suppose ba…. so so so bad...
alright i know what will the comment for this post be... muz be positive and etc ba... lalaalal GTG bb....
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Currently in school, again in the small corner of RP lib… guess is the best spot so far in RP other den a room… just that sometimes piano sound will be quite loud when beginner starts to play…haha
Went for breakfast at town this morning… I guess it is my first time having mac breakfast in town… and someone actually snatch MY sugar from me… okay, so wats wrong with putting 6 pack sugar for tea????hmmm maybe there is a problem but still mac tea really taste better with 6 pack sugar and taste bad with 1 pack sugar and 3 pack coffee mix… oh ya, I had ice cream…. Yea is ice cream although it’s raining I’m coughing and it’s in the morning…haha
went to have a short walk at central point and its was rather big but empty… saw Via Ferrata Singapore for the first time and I guess it will be quite cool to at least climb once…. I WANT TO CLIMB!!!! Was treated as small girl and foreigner and was angry la… causes someone sound as thought I really dun noe how to go everywhere even the toilet… ren xiao zhi qi da okay….
Okay that’s my morning and I guess its time that I should leave the earth and go to hell now for my project…haha
Oh ya before leaving blogger lets post a photo of what I have receive yest… I think its dame cool cause I’m invited but will be going to see Mr President with my bald head...haha
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Today was another ___ day…
Went school to meet tham for FYP and was nearly late cause the bus ran off in front of me… dame angry and fire burning inside me… guess wat, the next bus spend another 20min to come and this make fire grow but soon it went down cause times passes…
FYP meeting start with all the DSLM gals and only 2 DOAL gals… the rest…. Hmmm no comment….after the meeting I went off to the lib the same small corner to try to work on the project but was just very distracted by almost everything and in the end only little was done…
Went for HFH briefing and only 5 pool soul was present… the briefing was all about the cancer foundation and etc nth much and was quite boring but hau teck was full of energy while toking to all the ‘cows’…. It’s coming… HFH is really coming in less than 30 hour I think… a lot of comment heard but whats now… its already decided so I can’t just turn my back and walk off… be brave even things are gg to be lost…
After the briefing went for revision classes for outdoor leadership module…. Was not that bad as I get to have clearer view but I simply dun like UT cause I can’t really score well…haiz and OL class now a days is really…. Haiz * 1000000000…. Same view with qiao yi abt the class.. but wat to do… is already out last sem with module so just endure the class ba….
After that went interchange with Ting Ting, Nisa and dear…. Wat a combination man… and its been like super long since I went back with someone… but guess what… everything just changed as fast as spilt sec…. I miss the good old time but too back it will nv be back….
FYP is KILLING….. I hope the mood of lit review times can come back… now seriously I find it hard to concentrate and the submission date is like dame close but where am i? I can’t even see the ending line… wanted to put down things like synergy post but I can’t at this moment… IGs already are cutting down but yet it is not efficient… the only word heard was jia you but I guess in the end it all depend on me myself and I ba…
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Monday, July 20, 2009
Weekends have just passed like that again… its Monday again and here I’m back to class… y is weekend always like the same… I guess the only special thing that happen this week end is sat ba…
Had alps training in the morning at SRJ while some are having H2O challenge at NYP…. Was kind of late for ALPS trn due to the wrong estimation of bus journey… so hazri they all start off with the 1 hour route… reached before they finish the loop so decided to do one set of SRJ first… saw some NP ppl including Ms June and also some ppl racing….saw hazri, admah and nic on J and walk back and start another set after a short rest… was rather tiring after a long stop on climbing training so only 2 sets is done while hazri and admah went another round me and nic (hu have work) left…
After that went home after a while and start preparing to go out for Mr. Potter and supposedly ice cream…. Potter wasn’t that good but the food was not that bad… I’ve finish almost ¾ of both nachos and popcorn, amazingly … after that went to the esplade there… its been long since I been there and the timing was just rite to catch some firework and music by some live band… overall a nice relaxing nite… but…. Mm…. oh ya… were told that I look like a guy and a duck… hmmm do i??? sad sad…haha JKJK
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
Just finish my lit review and is preparing to send it to the court to see if it is sentence to jail or death…. Scary huh… the effort send in it is not say little actually…but I know surely it wouldn’t be that good….
Currently still in the lib, since early in the morning at around 10am… reach school at around 830 for CCM revision and gg through of UT 1 (din score that well)… ya you were rite, I got nth better to do to just come school early in the morning just for the short revision and stay in school almost whole day just for a ALPS mgt… haiz it really seem to be very bo liao rite? I guess so…
Was talking to people while working on my lit review… some motivation to finish it I guess…multi-tasking is a good way of not being over bored…
One of the topics of chatting with someone is about people and friends that are going further away from us… since that event had ‘successfully’ happen things have change… is it because of that event or is it because of things that happen before during or after the event… especially you… the one that sort of bring me in.. is it because of something that had happen after the event that make you leaving or is it because of the school work…. Hard to understand how come this will become like tat… shouldn’t it become better but not worsen?? I guess no one knows abt that ba…. Excesses’….
Still got lots of part to the project that is not done… but its hard… but wat to do??? Do it lor…
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Monday, July 13, 2009
Hmmmm today I just decided that it is a FYP day and so I gg to do all my FYP stuff and by right I suppose to so jia you…haha
Yest at bliss was quite an okay one…. Better then last week when I totally sian… but the crowd yest was very little and so most of the time wat we do is stand there and walk round and round. Was the IC again and Jen is the break IC and so she confirm wun send me home earlier so through of that disappear and never come back…
Sat was helping boon (fang bro friend) to celebrate bdae at kovan super bowl…. Its been long since I bowl… was a bit tired but still bowl for 2 round then me, fang and fang bro went to play arcade while Eugene and boon continue to bowl for 2 round… after that they went to eat supper while I just watch them eat as I’m still quite full from the buffet with family earlier on…
What a happening week for me with so many things and outing which I usually don’t… okay... think I should go have my yest dinner cum today breakfast already!!!
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Saturday, July 11, 2009
Today morning came home after club and pub was really freaking tired so went to bed as fast as I can and woke up in the afternoon… I had a really nice nite (even thou butter flash room sucks and it was a bad dancing music) because its been long since I play so much especially with my dearest darling fang… we took lots of photos and when it is uploaded it will tell it all then..
Was going through some photos (that is in a mess) in my hard disc and memories just flow back…. So far it was the ALPS team photos… the two mountains was fantastic… although it may not be the perfect climb but it is the best memories I can have. I guess I will miss climbing with the team so much as I dun noe when will be next as I will be missing a lot due to my attachment… miss the team so much!!!!
Another thing that came to attention today was the video I make for fang on her 2008 bdae… it was so so so challenging yet nice video…
that's all for now... will be out for dinner with family!!!!
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Friday, July 10, 2009
some pictures to tok on my behalf...
Republic run with ALPS!!!
Dessert with mum on a Wednesday!!!
A milo by James for concentration and determination...cute sia...
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Around 45min later to lesson… loves CCM lesson as it is not so boring and it make me move…haha hmmm jia han and dave said that they wanted to run this week but I guess the deal is off… but still the same rules apply… no gases drinks for jia han..haha I not being mean but just being good to him…
Yest went sentosa… its been long since I last went and it changes quite a lot because of all the renovation going on…. Found a spot and started to lay out everything… it was quite a hot day at first so went down water quite often.. 30min interval...haha oh ya... I din go there just to tan and slp wor… I brought my FYP things there too... I brought a book to read and the end result is I read on challenge by choice and full value contract… hopefully this can successfully help me in my lit review (I guess so)…. But I kind of regretted to bring so many things over when I din do as much…hmmm… my bag was like freaking big and heavy because of all the readings…. Went back at around 4 plus as the sun is down at around 3 plus and crowd was coming in (which I dun understand why ppl come sentosa on a thurs?) haha as usual I got lost searching for bus 80 bus stop and finally found it, thought of buying an ice cream to eat but that uncle is slow in the front customer so I went off… BUT I WANT ICE CREAM!!!!!!! Took a 1hour and 30min bus home and slping was the activities gg up there…haha
Hmmm things happen and are coming again… I hate it but have to accept it but when will it end will it be good or bad… I wonder and wonder… is it wrong is it right… haiz so sian la cause is like… hmmm… hack la… anw I think after the date it will disappear so now just jia you ba…
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Sunday, June 28, 2009
The cheerful jess doubts everything she uses to have and believe everytime.
Wat is actually going on in everybody mind and body i really don’t know but the most important thing is mine.
Everything seems to be the best including me, but what is the fact lies behind. Everyone is thinking the grass on the other side is greener but which side is actually better?
Question reminders memories are running everywhere. What can be remember is remember, what cannot is trying hard to be in, what else can be done.
Just wish to complain but everything is not so suppose to be out when there is no ****. I can’t is what i tell myself which seems to be the problem to me.
Crap, i don’t know what to share here anymore. Off i go.
Oh ya, the FM my mum listening to is playing the song ‘Ni Kui Bu Kui Le’. What a best song.
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Currently in school for around an hour already, just now was doing some stupid fire drill where the bell ring for very long but still nobody starts moving till the library person asks us to move. Actually i guess this is all because of the pervious weird random drills that cause us to be immune to the bell.
Can’t seem to get started on FYP when I’m supposing to, I dun noe what to do and are giving excesses to it... hmmm later will have FYP soon... again is the word but if not how will us ever going to complete. I guess wat can be done is to die die also force to do it. Hopefully everything will be good and fine.
Ezyhealth skates event have been so unstable. I really dun noe if we are going to take part. But is true that it is rather expensive and might be not that worth if there is no jersey as my main is fun 2nd is the jersey. Hope i will get a reply soon ba.
PLEASE START DOING FYP JESS ONG SZE HWEE!!!!!
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Friday, June 19, 2009
Is early in the morning and what I’m dong is fb quiz and chatting... OMG i better pray that tham dun read blogs because i have CCM class and UT and i will be meeting him for FYP and lesson....
What to do. Slacking is something that JESS ONG SZE HWEE good at...haiz
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I find that after that it was a bad thing when it supposes to be a good thing but maybe is because of that thing but not that thing that cause the bad effect. I myself don’t understand but can feel but i guess maybe this is what i suppose to feel. So what i should do? I guess nothing much because i can’t control and is out of my hand. Maybe is going to be like this as it was plan of people just reach this way. I really wonder, but i know bad thing will stay bad and continue to be bad when nobody seems to care but actually they want to but they can’t. Maybe is just the sin that cause it to be bad and is a lesson to be learnt but the lesson is big as it has become pretty bad.
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Went khatib camp to have a lunch meet out with senior and master warrant Yeo... I guess is just a chit chat session to get to know us and to intro the few of us to master warrant Yeo... senior warrant Yeo will be leaving us already... he is going over to another camp... senior warrant Yeo ha been very good to us... but i believe master warrant Yeo will be good too ba....
Today there are 4 of us that are under JPSDS gathering around... with some others around including 2nd warrant officer jeniffer and 2nd warrant officer CW.... (Some RP people there) got to know more about the SAF updates and the important of studying now??Hmmm
Had been send to the publicity team to work and later on to the admin dept... hope things will be good....’
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Thursday, April 02, 2009
Here to blog again before i set off to harbour front to take ferry for the 2day 1 night Batam trip....
Tue meeting i dun wanna blog....so it will be past...
Wednesday, April fools. I was really sad i guess.... kayaking is not the thing that make me sad but losing of my eye wear is something that i tot of but did nth and it really goes with the sea... why am i such a fool... and all the why come into my mind... i got nth to day cause i can only accept it... what else can i do...
End of expedition and was super tired... hands was aching and was thinking ‘shit, tml cable ski will have strength ma?’ but i guess it was quite alright ba... oh ya, after the wash up at Camelot, Steven came to me and pass me his eye wear and he gave it to me. So shock and surprise, he said it was an army issues and he already had his eyewear at home so ask me to take... i feel really bad to take it but no matter how i push it back to him he also say ‘ just take’ so i took it... (But i m still very sad about my own eyewear...
Today is Batam trip... i actually just hope everything will goes well and good...please tell me i did not do the wrong thing...
But i guess i won’t be as what i think ba..........:(
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Now currently in school... feeling super tired as for the past few days was sleeping rather late... (Sunday @ 4am and yest at 2am)
Shouldn’t be in school so early... but....................................................................... (I noe can le)
Doing all the reply mails and things suppose to be done but not done... but my eyes is seriously closing le.... still got 30min till people start coming in (meeting is at 10am, but not all will be on time)
Yest at bliss, Xian cut hair and i continue to tie up my hair... all the people there were like calling me kit (xian) and calling her jess.... do we really look alike? I don’t think so...haha imagine if Eugene is there, i guess it will be worst ba... 3 new people came in to work yesterday... was guiding one of them... was so shock to put someone new under my care as i m still as blur... i taught her whatever i can and rem and hopefully the correct thing...haha
Went home and after a while started to play the chocolate game... da jie really got me addicted to it... but i still prefer my previous game... but its all gone now... my hard disk... talking about that my hard disk still with Daniel... i noe he is busy so i try not to fan him about it... but it had been quite sometimes le....
Yest morning to afternoon was in school having some FOP student leader training... it was totally boring i will say... seem like not much people is enjoying... also had found out abt the SHL com for FOP... was chatting and boom!!!!
That all... maybe will start my chocolate game or wat ba....haha
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Sunday, March 29, 2009
Here i come again....
FYP meeting... reach the national library at around 9 when meeting @ 1pm... Wanted to start some reading before the meeting, so went early and also wanted to ask about a suitable place for meeting too... was surprising that this sotong (me) didn’t get lost in the process of finding the library... reach the library and was totally lost, not outside the library but inside the library.... had not visited the national library after O’s, so din really know where is where and so... was so blur inside going up and down looking for a right place to study... then finally found the student lounge... went in and the feeling inside make me think of last time went meidan always drag/bring us there to study. Started my reading for around 2 hour and off i go to get some stuff and back to the meeting place... by then Eunice and tham had both reach and the other 3 msg to say that they will be late... estimated they are late for 30min... tham start the session first and obviously what we did was that little... but still discussion goes on and we ended the meeting around 2 hours or more later...
Reach home rest for that little while and went off to bliss.... was drink runner today with Xian and is good working with her.... went home only at 2am and i went straight home while she went to have a drink with the rest of the bliss people....
Sat was another resting day but at night was not as i have to go down to bliss.... so after a day of restless day at home i went off after eating and showering to bliss... today i was the food runner and it is the first time i become a food runner and i think being a food runner is rather good as i either have to bring the food out or wipe the utensil or have to bring in the plates so i will kind f never really stop working... today Mr monkey called... but was working and so i cant pick up.... although i never pick up the cal but at least i know he is safe after some many days of no contact... jen send me off after i wash the trolley @ 1am so i went off after i ate the rice and say good bye to Xian who came with her sis to drink and chat...
Sunday was a fully free day for me... no bliss no rp no anything... but was slacking all the way watching tv and typing the batam thing... something happy will be the batam trip have been confirm... all the things had been done nicely... first time doing all this things so was rather happy...just hope everything will goes fine ba... cable ski I’m so going to come...haha but thinking that hand will die after that make me still happy....
Now GTG le... going dinner with parents...haven really eats anything other then tibits for today... so proper meal coming i guess....
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Friday, March 27, 2009
Here to blog again and this time its at the AM period... its currently 3am gg 4am...was replying some mails that was quite some days ago... hate the dragging habits of mine as things always get drag because of me....haiz
So let’s talk about racing??? Have been through 3 races with the AR (adventure racing IG)...
1st race, safra (SAFRA AVventure 09: Rough Ramble) was the tough and happy one as it’s the ‘so call’ first official race ad some more is a major race... my partner was Mel and i guess she really did a good job despite of her injuries...our hard work and coach hard work did have some result as we were the 1st youth women team... it was surprising for me as i really tot we are so just going to enjoy and experience the race.... thanks to all that supported us in all ways....
2nd race, NYP race (Synergy Race)... race partner this time was a guy, alson. Were scare because guys and girls standard is rather different because of the inborn ting... but it was a good race as both of us is pushing each other from all the long running and minds games and so... the eating of raw eyes cum shelf will always be my memories and the first camo will also be a nice experience... again good job done in the end as we came in 3rd in the invitational mixed team...
3rd race, VJC (D.A.R.E 2) was another long and endurance race.... my race partner is not new to me as we took part is the rp race when we were still not in the AR IG... Hui Xian, my partner.... the two blur queen are together... we rule man as we both are blur as sotong and before the race were quite a long rest (without training) for us... but still we manage to complete the race with the help (here and there) and by ourselves... it’s really good feeling as we were concentrating in the race and awaiting for the next challenge checkpoint after checkpoint.... all the counting is driving us crazy but still the race continue... running swimming paddle boarding kayaking keeping eggs counting bus numbers and rags biking orienteering Sudoku climbing abseiling and etc is what we had done and completed... good partner and other racers and supporters make the whole race nice and ended nicely... had 2nd for the race so another good job done!!!! AWESOME!!!!
After racing now go back to life then... had just been through the sports climbing level two and i found out that there are alot of skills to blush up on especially the skills that i learn in other course like abseiling as now i also unsure how to change from ascend to descend... had trie but guess it was bad... for the new skills i guess it would be the lead climbing...the simulating of falling that we did for lead climb was really very scarily... had a half land on my knee and half on my legs... its bad but i just scare of the emptiness that is with the fall... fearful i guess...
All of us still need to improve on our climbing and so we will have one more practice session and then our assessment... hopefully we can clear this together...
I’m so missing the monkey out that.... yesterday was smsing him for the first time (during his trip)... was not feeling very well as i can feel that fever is coming and head is freaking heavy... after the sms pop two panadol and off i go to bed to prepare for the next day (day 2 of sports climbing level 2)... anw 5 more days and he will be back!!! And its dinner with the AR on the same day... so going to look forward....
And not to forget about the batam trip... hopefully everything will go well.....alright gtg le... catch some rest before i got to wake up and read about FYP things(shit, haven really read up and tml is the meeting...haiz)
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Saturday, March 14, 2009
Early in the morning 9 am plus plus.... was searching for some information online but looks like it doesn’t help much....
The matter is dragging and everything jess is doing seem not to be quite right as i have use to the skills of dragging... that’s very very bad but what can i do?
What a day today gg to be like? Fun sian bored exciting? I dun noe, having race briefing later on and maybe clinic... it’s a Saturday and it does seem quite right anw...
Yest was out for a date... walking around town area (wide range), movie, buying eyewear, eating chatting and travelling... a day to relax and out for fun and with great company....
Today need to go bliss after briefing... a bit sian but no choice.... sometimes it can be quite fun here too... learning about new alcohols and dish... doing the wrong thing and learn from it... being blur like i always am....
Oh i got my riding licence sent yesterday. Finally its here as it is a register mail and so last time it was send to my house but no one to receive and so i have to either go collect myself (which i have no time and till the last day when i was at SANA i forget as it was quite busy) or call for redelivery (which i did only at the last day when the post office is close but luckily the request was accepted and it was sent to me the follow day which is yesterday).
But although i have my licence already but still i can’t ride as i don’t have insurance.... sobs sobs!!!!
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Wednesday, March 04, 2009
In school again, in another 10 more minutes kayaking star 2 gg to star again. Today is the 2nd day and i swear i’m so gg to master the self recovery skills (forget the name again “palata roll”??)
Hands waist are aching but still like what someone said, ‘jess nv say die’ de jin shen will be there de.
Looks like tml will be another long day. Yest was talking to fang and she ask me can i make myself less busy but i also dun noe why there are always things gg on? Maybe some stuff just couldn’t be stop ba...haha
Think kayaking 2 stars i will be able to clear then now left with sports climb level 2. Hope i can get into the course as it is only for a few students... limited space.... recently just pass my life saving 123+CPR+BM... super happy and super scare i will fail due to the insufficient practice but still i got it...but haven serve so have to wait and see ba....
Now gg over to the pool le... i hope i can over come the fear under water and successfully do the right roll....
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